I tried.

::sighs::

I had it all typed out. And, I lost it. And I can't think of it now. Ahhh!!! I hate when this happens.

Basically, I hate setting myself up for disappointment. It drives me crazy. I try too hard sometimes. And it pisses me off. There's a certain line you don't cross and danged if it wasn't crossed. But it's ok, I got over it. Because when real people fall down in life, they get right back up and keep walking. That's what you do. You keep on keeping on. I wish I could scream that from the moutain tops!!!! And I hate when people have a problem with me and talk about me. But not directly..more like indirectly. Grow a pair and say it! You'll feel better, I promise! Yeah, I may be upset for like 2 seconds but I hate having people mad at me, so I'd like to take care of it. This is not high school anymore. I'll be 25 this summer. I'm an adult and I have been for quite some time now.

So. That's my rant for today. I had a LOT more written out but dang it, I did something and it got deleted. So, you get the tamed version lol. I feel SO much better now. So now, I'll go clean and feel even better.